Friday, November 25, 2016

Water Under the Bridge

It sure looks as if I have abandoned this blog, but not so. A good two years of family crisis and the tempest therein has hacked away at my time, desire and nerves. I shall be posting again soon, not for the readers, of which there are none, but for the researchers as yet unborn that will be viewing the archive.

Sunday, August 23, 2015

Super moon in Pisces

Don't worry. It's just a temporary rebranding of an ordinary full moon in Pisces, where the sun will be illuminating all those parts of the soul concerning with all things oh, and drop into T2 – feelings, secrets, empathy and suffering – wearing thin the natural skein we like to put over things to obscure them or render them harder to see and easier to ignore.

Fasten your diaries tighter, or be nicer in the entries.
Disguise your true feelings better, or air them before hand.
Search for things thought lost.
Intensify feelings that are may have fallen weak.
Enter into dialogue with suffering and renegotiate the contracts you have with it.

And now is the perfect time to have tea. Buy a new teacup. Chrisitan Re is very good, for those who cannot afford the Limoges version of such pastel cups (Re is a bit heavier in look and more generous with the gilding and is an overall more exuberant style. Just a suggestion. Oh, and drop into T2 and shop for a mix that suits you. Piscean full moons are excellent for anything to do with perfumes, smells or things that are steeped, aged or diluted. Find your leaf.

The full moon is coming in September.

Sparrows and the China Cottage

In the boxing ring that is the frontal part of my mind there are two opposing corners at the moment: in one there are issues wearing the red satin boxer silks of part life memory; and in the other, the blue satin silks belonging to real-world research with stringent requirements.

I can remember things about my family from the 1840s until I left England in 1855, and I can recall things that were so, like two father figures, but one not an actual father, a cantankerous mother, interfering in-laws, money problems, past successes surviving as remembered glories, and the overarching, ever-present gloom of Dickensian poverty, ragged black bombazine and other clichés of the mid-Victorian aesthetic…at least as history likes to present it.

But I also have the detective work that must be carried out on the ground, in the present and carefully so, and always with one part of my psychic apparatus set aside for clues, corner-of-the-eye shimmers and the most subtle of indicators and sentiments.

My supposedly biological family, the Sparrows, wrote letters to their in-laws, the Morrises who had emigrated to Tasmania and the letters survive today, in Sydney. They are called rather charmingly, "The China Cottage Letters."Among the list of correspondents are many of the people whose names I have read in the research I have done upon the Sparrows. I could write a booklet on the Sparrow Tea Family and their in-laws the Phythians. Tea, tea, tea. Is this why I like tea cups, tea and the theatre around it, even though I am a coffee or hot-chocolate man?

Among these are Robert Sparrow (I think he was Robert Sparrow Smythe's real father) Frederick Sparrow ("his uncles paid for his education") and Henry who died in 1820, and who is most important but for what reason I cannot say, nor even guess. But that he is important is beyond debate. I also feel that I have got something slightly wrong and that the slight error has not-so-sleight implications.

The letters I hope will shed light on the family dynamic and what the heck was going on, and the fact that they are sitting in Sydney, unexamined is a great extravaganza of a tease.

Obviously, I can't wait to get my eyeballs on them, or at least a proxy set of eyeballs.

Tuesday, June 9, 2015

Whelans

Good Lord. I haven't posted in over six months.

I have been hard at coping with life's strange and unwelcome barrage while trying to get some information on my great grandfather John Whelan, seaman of Newmarket-on-Fergus, Clare, Ireland. He married Johann Scully in Melbourne in 1875, I think, and had two children: Patrick and John. Just where did all the family photos go?

-destroyed I expect, by the harridan who married Patrick after he was widowed because he had some money. She isolated him from his friends, made him move suburbs, farmed her step-children out as slaves to her sister and when he died, then bolted, taking no pains to secure the house (which was plundered) nor even tell my grandfather, John Whelan, hairdresser, that his father had died. Patrick's daughter thought her brother had ignored the funeral and there arose a lifetime rift.

A little bit of bitch goes a long, long way.

My chances of finding any pictures, which are usually good, are zero.


Saturday, November 8, 2014

Sparrows, Bridges, Smith and Morrises.

This week has seen me try to put into some sane form, all the information of the Sparrow tea family, the Bridges of London (the family, not the architectural river spanning wonders), the ever puzzling Smiths and the family of Mrs. Frederick Sparrow, Ann, whose family were the Morrises, who were connected with Christopher Smith, Lord Mayor of London.

Its still a mess in my head but I am getting there.

Robert Sparrow looks as if he is the front runner in the R.S.Smythe paternity search.

Stay tuned.

Full Moon in Taurus

Full moons are like the screaming child desiring attention, or, if a more virgoan metaphor is needs–it is like an inspection. Either way the Sun reflecting upon the moon is symbolic of the higher forces of the souls shining down upon the earthly forces of the psyche, and in so far as the moon is given to be within a star sign, then so is the light brought to bear focussed on just a singular department of the psyche.

This time the full moon passed through Taurus, or to put it personally, the light of the higher self turned its attention to the attitudes and urges described under Taurus. The Bull is about a productive and enduring attitude with an urge for material connection. Everyone has in their psyche a certain level of success with endurance, a certain capacity for producing 'stuff,' and they have a given strength and focus of physical urges and sensuality.

These personal forces that move in the psyche are always seeking expression, and they have a strength, an intensity and a particular shade of character. These three components that make up the engines of action drive the psyche to manifest them, physically, emotionally or mentally, depending on where they are.

It is this combination of the physical incarnation's 'Taurean' funds that produces so much variance in the individual's unique approach to physicality. Thus, Taurus can said to govern, security, patience, possession, physical art, comforts, sex (the physical part of the experience), food luxuries and all that may be experiences of a sensual nature.

A full moon in Taurus brings these areas into the light and for three days before the full moon, energy will build up in this part of the psyche in order that the expression-feedback-learning cycle is engaged. Any tranche in the psyche that is undeveloped will result in clumsy manifestation so that further evlotution can be made; any success or adeptness in that same tranche will express it self as effortless art. And, there are shades of capacity between.

For three days after a full moon the psyche is still energized and will continue to move Taurean forces, as a priority.

The urge to engage physicality is strong; the desire to give the taste buds high tasting food, often with fat will come to the fore; stubbornness increases; the sexual act becomes slower and more savourous; the labedo becomes hungrier; sleeping in becomes an event; lounging on the sofa, dressing in comfy clothes; touching becomes more prevalent, and the urge to touch increases; feelings become stronger, but not more refined, habitual patterns are hard to break during a Taurean full moon; sexual fluids become more voluminous; the urge to bear burdens strengthens; and , more chocolate is consumed.

It's a comfortable full moon to be under, unless of course you live a sensually diminished life, or eat only health foods–full moon in Taurus is six days of the wet, slow moving, strong physical desires and forces that we all possess.

Tuesday, April 15, 2014

Full moon in Libra

Get out the fine china and set to steep a pot of Java-tea (orthosiphon aristatus/Lamiciae - good for the kidneys) and take it easy. I say this because full moons are never easy. Less easy are they to understand when the all-seeing, all-seething internet is awash with "Full moon in Libra! Your relationship are about to be found wanting" prognostications. My how the divorce rate must spike after the passage of a Libran moon.

First, a full moon is easy to understand in symbolic terms: the moon, symbol of the subconscious is illuminated by the sun, that symbol of the soul in residence upon the earth, but also of higher lights, or directly, the great metaphorical sun of the philosopher's lexicon. Yet, the sun brings its attention upon just one slice of our deeper pie. Just one slice that is open for inspection, prepared for the full experienced audit, and tally. Full moons are great book-keeping stations where we are able to see, in stark illumination, where exactly it is we stand in regards to our professional conduct.

So this time it is Libra's turn.

What exactly Libra? It is arching term: a word coined to identity a range of phenomena inside us, and incidentally too, outside. What does that mean? For significance we look to governorship, and Libra, being a nominated principle (which can be usefully described as functioning toward relatedness, harmony and unification) is part of our overall mechanics. That means that our decision making process, our ability to weigh observations, to sort out things, to label correctly, to find the truth of a matter, to be sensitive to all things that bear upon any enquiry, to discern, to judge, to love in the best measure, to express ones self in a managed, economical and full fashion, to find balance, to develop the art of nuance, to find the common bind in a group, to promote harmony, to hit the nail right upon the head…are all sub-fucntions of the Libran principal as it applies to the human heart and mind. Physically speaking, Libra's balancing function is in the parathyroid, where the equal relationship of calcium and phosphorus maintains physical balance in areas of mental capacity to endure, to be unaffected by irritants, to feel warmth. to maintain calm, and to be serene. All of these latter things are one of the mineral functions of a well-running, well-funded Libran department.

Everyone, including entities such as governments, groups and so forth, will be affected, or be made to confront the state of affairs in their Libran departments. Here is a sampler:

(1) In international affairs, diplomatic relations that are founded upon lies and deception will falter and be brought to light (never lie before a Libran full moon – not best practice) fall apart or remain strong. Sadly, any Libran shortcoming will set into motion a corrective activity in Aries, which governs war and conflict as a destructive force.

(2) Personal relationships which have not come to some sort of harmonious point will have the weak points manifest, as suppression of dissatisfaction of an unsupported, heartfelt compromise, become feelings, then words, then deeds. This goes for any matter of relationship be it twixt boss and employee, voter and councillor, student or teacher: the contracts that underpin all human relationships are up for examination.

(3) Creative persons such as artists will find that any lack of necessary skill will become apparent, but any hard acquired skill will suddenly flower into an expressed thing. Our own creative capacities, if neglected will be felt as a depression or a negative space making some people feel as if there is something unsaid or undone. For poets and writers, full moon in Libra gives greater access to the inner warehouse and factory where forces are knitted together for expression.

(4) Social workers will find more work is to be done as tempers flare, resources diminish and people are agitated. These same workers will also gain more understanding and insight during this period as the instruments of sensitivity to the feeling of others are sharpened and richer in content.

(5) Calcium or phosphorous deficiences will show up and the body may try and rid itself of excesses, or comversly, thrown up peckish cravings in order to find the missing calcium or phosphorus. The body will need more water and use it better during a Libran full moon.

I could go on, and some say that I do, but I shall stop here and leave this with you: Libra as a psychic apportion exists for only one reason. It serves to weigh and divide, consider and balance, so that it may do one of two things: eliminate that which does not serve the principle of unity, or incorporate that which does. Acquire or eliminate – the Libran motto.

For me, this moon is apparently centering on fabric (one of Libran's governorships) and I have been buying clothes. I had sub-abdominal, but superficial cramps this morning, which was my solar plexus eliminating soemthing. Psychically I feel fantastic so my audit is progressing well, so far.

P.S. Did you know that Libra governs the word 'and'?